sifting through thoughts
attempting to decipher emotions
attempting to put my pride down (but failing so often)
no excuse this time…
no thing to hide behind..
nothing to pretend. not a single damn thing to cover.
only pride.
and maybe hormones?
jesus.
only pride.
no thing to hide behind,
only something to fold,
only something to be ashamed of..
something
..invisible.
what crap.
so much crap lately.
invisible crap
polluting my air
polluting my thoughts
bullshit
bullshit
horseshit too.
only so small, so faint, so …
not even optic.
how does that work?
humanness
humaneness
ho hum.
i’m done.
..it’s time to put a stop to this.
i’m going to acupuncture. -_-
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